Saddening Thought

i struggled emotionally,

which seemed like

endless years..

In all truthful honesty

mostly within

inherited fears…

Tormented, beaten


taught untruth,

immoral sexual play,

i learned

never to shed a tear….

Hidden from a sibling


those hidden inherited fears…

She lost

my honest vacant love,

angry now

which seems like

an endless, thousand years..

Only now this lost love

hidden from thee..

As my heart now seared

within a saddening fear!

Of never holding

her love close to thee!

All  while shedding

one more dried


This piece inspired


 a tiny piece of my

life struggles..


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