Saddening Thought

i struggled emotionally,

which seemed like

endless years..

♥

In all truthful honesty

mostly within

inherited fears…

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Tormented, beaten

abused

taught untruth,

immoral sexual play,

i learned

never to shed a tear….

♥

Hidden from a sibling

because

those hidden inherited fears…

She lost

my honest vacant love,

angry now

which seems like

an endless, thousand years..

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Only now this lost love

hidden from thee..

As my heart now seared

within a saddening fear!

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Of never holding

her love close to thee!

♥

All  while shedding

one more dried

tear…

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This piece inspired

by

 a tiny piece of my

life struggles..