Saddening Thought

i struggled emotionally,

which seemed like

endless years..

In all truthful honesty

mostly within

inherited fears…

Tormented, beaten

abused

taught untruth,

immoral sexual play,

i learned

never to shed a tear….

Hidden from a sibling

because

those hidden inherited fears…

She lost

my honest vacant love,

angry now

which seems like

an endless, thousand years..

Only now this lost love

hidden from thee..

As my heart now seared

within a saddening fear!

Of never holding

her love close to thee!

All  while shedding

one more dried

tear…


This piece inspired

by

 a tiny piece of my

life struggles..

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